So Emo Today

I feel down today. I've made too many screw ups and therefore feel things aren't going my way. My relationships are going down the drain. Although I have total self-awareness about how I feel and what the Bible says about it, I still feel weak, unmotivated and grieved. I wish I was given a second chance at everything. I don't look forward to waking up daily. But I know there's hope in each day.